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Invasion of Pampa'We warned them.' Private First Class Richard Cunningham thought to himself as missiles began dropping into the town of Pampa, Texas. The town of eighteen thousand had refused to surrender their weapons and submit to martial law when Richard's regiment had invaded by a spectacular show of force, one thousand orbital drop pods landed precisely in the middle of the streets, and the Warriors within had immediately begun instructing the people of the town on what was happening and what to do. The people had attacked with various hunting rifles and handguns, the odd assault rifle or machine gun made an appearance, Invasion of Pampa
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Nuke RunLieutenant John Archer checked his platoon's bio's again, and just as had happened the previous 5 times he had done so in the past 2 hours, he felt intense pride flood through him. His men were ready, 25 Warriors of the United Peoples of Earth, not one of them showing signs of stress, every one of them in a state of relaxed readiness as their dropship closed on their LZ. They wore Advanced Light Powered Armor, almost identical in appearance to the armor worn by the star character from the intensely popular Video game called "Halo". The armor provided them with three times their already considerable strength, invulnerabil Nuke Run
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A love lessonNadia was bored. There wasn't one man in the tavern who was not either with a woman already, or was up to her standards. 'Not that their that high' She thought to herself. But worse than being bored, she was horny, and combined that made her almost nuts. "Doesn't this town have even ONE unattached decent looking guy?!" She muttered to herself. She had taken a new "Love" potion earlier that evening thinking to grab herself a Knight or something, but so far her most likely candidate was a thin, middle aged bookworm more interested in whatever he was reading than his drink. & A love lesson
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Sat Nov 15, 2008, 10:46 AM

Mood: Lonely
Listening to: Computer fans
Reading: The Internet
Playing: Space Empires V
Eating: Sub, Apple, Banana
Drinking: water

I've finally found a therapist who specializes in spiritual healing and balancing, drawing from the combined pool of the various "groups" that have cropped up dedicated to one interpretation of these energies or another.

My first session was a wake up call, the shell I had created as a child and that had held me together for so very long got a hole punched in it, and all the things being held inside decompressed. It hurt like hell, physically and emotionally, but it let me get a handle on some of those things, and prepped me, the person inside that shell, for seeds of change to take root.

I feel I'm in a transition, to what I'm not sure. I'm intensely lonely, but I can feel seeds of drive and desire growing in me, though they have not yet taken root. The loneliness is near unbearable, but I want to live regardless. I'm still fragmented, my conscious mind is only in "contact" with my instincts intermittently, and there are times those two parts of me come into conflict, my conscious mind wanting to make a choice, my subconscious resisting it, making for some interesting internal dialogue.

I feel like a jigsaw puzzle, floating on oil, and I don't know what the picture is supposed to look like, everything is blurry. There are pieces that as a child seemed to fit, but now I find that they don't, and just like a jigsaw puzzle, some of those pieces are proving difficult to separate. My subconscious and instincts would best be described as a large group of pieces floating around the center of the puzzle, bumping into the sides, not finding a place that fits, and sometimes locking into a place that turns out to be wrong. And sometimes, by happy accident, a piece drops into place that connects things properly, but the sea of oil is turbulent and that piece often becomes dislodged again, which is very frustrating.

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Current Residence: Ontario, Canada
Interests: Star Trek, Star Wars, Halo, reading, debating, science, meaning of life
Favourite movie: Aliens
Favourite band or musician: Hazle Witch
Favourite genre of music: Classical
Favourite style of art: Any style as long as it's good.
Operating System: Windows, Mac can kiss my ass, and so can Linux
MP3 player of choice: PC
Shell of choice: Alienware
Wallpaper of choice: Something Haloish
Skin of choice: Default, until I encounter an AvP2 Skin
Favourite game: Aliens vs Predator 2 (2001)
Favourite gaming platform: PC
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny
Personal Quote: If I go really quite, assume I am in great pain, or you are about to die a most horrible death.
Tools of the Trade: Cerebral Cortex

Website: http://www.halomovieonline.com

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=Scarlett1313 Oct 18, 2007, 7:23:45 PM

Thanks so much hun! Hope all is well.

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~natashi Sep 11, 2007, 11:51:08 AM

Thanks for the fav! ^_^

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~night-wolf-Polaris Aug 27, 2007, 12:46:48 PM

Oh man! Tanks for the fav!

~ero-sennin09 Aug 8, 2007, 11:43:58 PM

I just read your journal. You are right. And I am one of those poeple suffering. But I am looking for my cure as well as others.

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