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RevelationsI have heard and been told that the pain will fade with time. But what of the love? It is as strong as the day I first felt it, and though I know it is over between us, it still chains me to ou, preventing me from loving any other, dooming me to be alone for all time. Though we do not speak often, though I want, and need, to find comfort in the arms of others who would be willing to give it to me, I can not. For you are the only one my heart will accept love from, the only one it will accept caring, compassion and tenderness from. The pain of losing you is fading, replaced by the sharp st Revelations
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Journal Entry: Sun May 27, 2007, 8:09 PM

Mood: Rant
Listening to: Nickelback - Photograph
Playing: AvP2
Eating: Bacon Wrapped Jucy Jumbo

Ok, WTF is going on? There are too many people suffering from depression, and to fucking many of them are young, beautiful people. I don't get it, how as a society have we gotten to this point?

I just have no words to describe my frustration and anger over this, it's unacceptable! I could weep for all these people, my heart is aching just thinking about the few awesome people I have come across on DA who are fighting every day with it, people who deserve so much more than to be held back by this shit.

Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain, the problem is we don't know exactly what causes it, or how to cure it. Intense emotional stress over long periods, an emotionally traumatic event, poor diet, the list goes on! It can be one or any of these things, and most psychologists and psychiatrists just prescribe pills. Pills do not solve emotionally rooted depression! You can balance the brain chemistry, but it won't make the root emotional cause disappear! And as a culture, we have taught ourselves that showing emotions is bad! That we should "tough it out" or similar bullshit, so what do we do? So we shove it down, where it festers, and we consciously forget about it, but it still screws us up. The doctors should be trying to figure out what the cause is, not take notes of symptoms and pump us full of pills, some do, most however seem to put a half assed job into it at best.

Grrrr...and I swear to God, if the medication I am on now doesn't make me improve in a week and a half, when my doctor said to get back to him, I am demanding a psychologist and am refusing any further medication, I know I have problems that aren't going to be fixed by some pill, depression just happens to be a problem that supposedly can, and if the pills don't fix it, I will fix the other things first.

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Current Age: 21
Current Residence: Ontario, Canada
Interests: Star Trek, Star Wars, Halo, reading, debating, science, meaning of life
Favourite movie: Aliens
Favourite band or musician: Hazle Witch
Favourite genre of music: Classical
Favourite style or digital art: Any style as long as it's good.
Operating System: Windows, Mac can kiss my ass, and so can Linux
MP3 player of choice: PC
Shell of choice: Alienware
Wallpaper of choice: Something Haloish
Skin of choice: Default, until I encounter an AvP2 Skin
Favourite game: Aliens vs Predator 2 (2001)
Favourite gaming platform: PC
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny
Personal Quote: If I go really quite, assume I am in great pain, or you are about to die a most horrible death.
Tools of the Trade: Cerebral Cortex

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=Scarlett1313

Oct 18, 2007, 8:23:45 PM

Thanks so much hun! Hope all is well.

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~natashi

Sep 11, 2007, 12:51:08 PM

Thanks for the fav! ^_^

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~night-wolf-Polaris

Aug 27, 2007, 1:46:48 PM

Oh man! Tanks for the fav!

~ero-sennin09

Aug 9, 2007, 12:43:58 AM

I just read your journal. You are right. And I am one of those poeple suffering. But I am looking for my cure as well as others.

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I'd rather be hated for who I am rather be loved for I'm not.

~AndreaKenobi

Jul 21, 2007, 11:26:52 PM

i feel like pokeing you...YOU’VE BEEN POKED!

If you've been poked it shows that you are either a very good friend or a very good artist. If you have been poked then you must poke at least five people on DA that you view as a great friend or a great artist as well as the one who poked you. Happy Poking!

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Jun 15, 2007, 12:53:17 PM

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May 29, 2007, 8:23:03 AM

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May 22, 2007, 3:23:43 PM

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May 12, 2007, 4:51:20 PM

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May 11, 2007, 5:43:25 AM

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May 9, 2007, 3:23:08 AM

thanks for the fave and watch. it means alot.

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May 7, 2007, 12:06:59 PM

Thanks for the faves!

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May 5, 2007, 6:35:04 PM

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